Am I good enough?

Why do many girls have inner problems within themselves because a certain boy didn't tell them they are pretty? Why do they eat more food, so that there butt can look better and so more boys would look at them, like they look at their friends. Why do you cry yourself to sleep because you don't look like that girl on tv who was dancing all up in the Best I ever Had video. Why do you cry yourself to sleep just because it is taking longer for you to develop than your other friends. Why do you pop out your chest when that certain boy come around? Why do you starve yourself just because none of your friends are chubby, and they get all the attention in school? No matter how much a boy tell you look good or tell you he like the way you look, it still wont help you, unless you realize for yourself that you are gorgeous and that you were fearfully made in God image and likeness. That you are unique and special, and if no boy or girl can appreciate that then that is not your problem, but indeed theirs. It is not good to depend on someone to make you happy because when they leave how will you feel about yourself? You need to develop a love for yourself within. You must stop depending on boys to make you happy. You must stop depending on significant others in general, to make you happy. You must build up your character and realize that you are you and nobody can be like you and that is the BEST THING ABOUT YOU. And at the end of the day if a boy don't like you for who are, then thats his business, and that his problem. Don't ever alter yourself for anybody becaue their opinion doesn't matter. How will you altering yourself and making somebody like you, make you happy? They are falling for a false image, which is not really you. Ladies please stop depending on significant others to make you happy, because that is only momentarily happiness. It will go away when that person go away. I'm not saying I'm perect at this, but I am indeed trying...x3

Forgivness

This blog isnt about anybody in particular, just different thoughts in my head. Sometimes we hold on too many things. We choose to hold grudges and malice in our hearts for things that people have done to us. Sometimes we have legitimate reasons for holding these grudges, but other times it can be little things such as a meaningless arguement. I admit that no one is perfect and holding grudges is sometimes the most logically accurate thing to do when that bf cheated on you for the last time, when that best friend told your business for the last time, when your step father molested you for the last time, and/or when you was misused and abused for the last time. But holding grudges hold us back in life if we truly want to admit or not. When we cant forgive that girlfriend for sleeping with your bestfriend, you learn to adapt trust issues for everybody. You never trust another girl with your heart, or another person with a friendship. You start to mistreat girls because you was mistreated when all you wanted was true love. When all you wanted was companionship. You will never let another homeboi get too close to you because you think that at the snap of a finger he will violate you. I don't care what anybody say talkin about he dead to me, or she dead to me, its not true unless you forgive. Because if you continue to hold this person in your heart, they will continue to influence many of your decisions in life. Forgiviness doesn't mean being all smiley and up in that person face or even banging with that person again, it just means you are releasing them from all the anger that you hold against them. That is the only true time that you can honestly move on with your life is when you forgive. Forgive those who hurt you intentionally and unintentionally. Forgive that girlfriend in the past who has hurt you. Forgive that ex bff who had betrayed you. Move on..