Malice

Today I was walking with my friends, and another school came up to us and ask if we was freedom, and they wanted to fight us. I was kinda tense because I looked at the small amount of people that was with me (5), compared to the amount of people that Urban Assembly had (20+). They were ready to fight but then realized that we wasn't the group that they had a prior fight with. Today I realized that we have alot of malice and grudges in our heart. I sometimes avoid arguments by just stop talking to people., which is just as bad. Holding grudges and malice against people takes way more energy than an argument. The only true time we release grudges is when somebody dies. I hate when that happens in my family. My mother would cry for three days straight for somebody who she didn't talk to because of a petty argument. Life is too short to hold grudges, because everybody is dying nowadays. We hold grudges too long, to the point  where we don't even remember the reason we are mad any more. Why do we decide to hold people up for simple mistakes, when we ourselves make mistakes.  With time come experience.. and with experience comes a new me..