Lately my mother been on me way too much for no reason. She has been trying to put me on punishment for things that I haven't even done. First of all she got mad at me for standing outside during church (btw it was over) and my brother craig was with me, but she only try come at my head. That plan didn't work becuase Craig was there, so I was off the hook. But then he lost his medicine for his eyes so she took away my laptop. I was very confused, because last time I check, I am not responsible for Craig's medicine. I let her rock because it makes no sense arguing with her. Then she asked me if I got my report card, and I told her they didn't give it out, so she start yelling at me and calling me a liar... smh, and then when I asked her why she treatin me like this, she says "If you nuh like it, you know what you can do". She basically threatened me to move out, for no apparent reason. I don't know what is going on, we don't even talk anymore really, if I don't say goodmorning she won't say it, and if I don't say bye she wont say it. The only things she do is cook, and iron clothes, but we have no communication. Not to put her on blast, but this is crazy. I don't look foward to coming home anymore, because being in this house just brings down my mood. I don't feel the love.. what should I do?
:'[ awhh ; i'm sorry about that . but this is jss what parents do i guess . get on all our nerves and make us wanna pull out all our hair . i've felt like this a million times, and i always tell myself that i'll never understand the things they do bechuz i'm not in their shoes . bechuz i'm not a parent, and i don't have a child to look after . scratch that, i don't have a teen to look after . i always try to look from their perspective, but sometimes even that, i still don't get it . but don't let this bring you down ; i mean if anything, jss stay out longer and be with yah friends, so you don't have to be at home longer . jss know that we're almost done with our junior year ; and senior year's right around the corner, and after that, we're on our own . so don't get discouraged or feel hopeless, if anything, jss work at it . soon you'll be off on yah own, in college doing yah own thangg, and you'll be happy right ? :] and about your mom .. maybe she's a little bit stressed about other things that you might not be aware of, which is causing her to be like that towards you . i know if i whas her, and there whas no communication going on between me and you, i'd feel like i whas losing you, like losing my own son and that has to be one of the worst things that could possibly happen . i don't wanna tell you what to do or not to do, all i could say is that you're gon be okay . you got a lotta friends behind chu, supporting you every step of the way . and i'm pretty shure that they'll be willing to do a lot for you, so don't sweat it . jss let it be, and go on from there . do what chu feel like doing, and jss be happyyyyyyyyyy !(: please :]
ReplyDeletethank you anna. i love you =)
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