Lonely

Have you ever watched a couple and wondered why you single. You start to reminisce on your past relationships and wonder what if you haven't been stubborn that 1 time? what would have happen if you would've let her win that argument? what we would've been if I just loved you more? Life is so confusing like you know where you wanna go, but you don't know where your going? I think the problem with boys like me who are feeling what I feel, is that we are looking for that perfect girl. We want to have a girl on a pedistle because we are truly insecure about our own imperfectness. I don't take the time to realize that eveybody has faults. This is why I never have a long relationship. I can't go past 3 months, for the simple fact that when I see a fault in my partner, I leave them, which is not fair. I have faults, and I expect her to overcome it, but I dont do the same for her . The true beauty comes when you realize that not everybody is perfect, and when you over come it. I take past relationships as a lesson learned, and the next girl will understand....